I'm all twisted up.

Who shot that arrow on your throat; who missed that crimson apple? It hung heavy on the tree above your head.

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Nee-how, blog! I'm very sorry for not updating you anymore.. it's just I've been busy this summer but you're still my first love. :) So, don't get jealous? Kidding. This is a perfect day for me! Woke up with a smile on my face. I dunno why? :|

Btw, I've already finished reading my pocket book by Nicholas Sparks. It's awesome! Anyway, I'm already enrolled and got my books last week. I took a fast scan on my books. Damn! It's so confusing. Freakin' out and kinda nervous for this coming school year! O_o

Oh crap! Don't really want to go to school. Still a slug who can't move her body because of laziness. And our vacation isn't enough for us! Think of it? I'm not into school right now. >:P Another challenge for me? Booo to me, psycho. ;)

That's all for now. GTG!

-- goodbyes with the colors of love,

Patricia. ♥

Like yeah?

Now Playing: Breakeven - The Script
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Been gone for a week or two, I guess. Boo yeah? Boredom arises and now I'm dead. Don't know what to do with my situation right now. It's summer, right? But the school thingies are still bothering you. You know, I hate it very much. :|

Anyway, I don't have many things to do today but to spend time eating ice cream! :3 I really don't like the weather right now. Summer is getting hotter and hotter.. and it kills me. Why is it so hot here in the Philippines? It's because of the tropical something. >:P

Btw, I will tell mom if she'll let me join the barkada sleepover. Like yeah? I know she'll let me. We're best friends, right? Haha. Ice cream is now my survival kit since I was born. :D Oh, I'm now looking forward to junior level and kinda nervous and exciting! :))

That's all for now. Gotta go!

-- goodbyes with the colors of love,
Patricia. ♥

He came back with his heart.

"We all do things we desperately wish we could undo. Those regrets just become part of who we are, along with everything else. To spend time trying to change that, well, it’s like chasing clouds."

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Hey'errr! The quote there is definitely true. That's why I put it there because there's a purpose and same thing have a reason, you know. I really appreciate those small things because it makes us stronger. Moving on is the only way to make your way to happiness, again. :)

Yipee! I'm now having enough energy to be happy again. I found the cause.. and we are the effect. Get it? I'm confused too. :)) Btw, I watched glee (season 2) yesterday. It was more thrilling than before. And.. more great songs, new relationships? Haha. Really awesomeee! \m/

Oh, dad told us that we'll have our summer vacation at Davao, not sure. And f*ck, my karma at plurk went down, down, down.. until it reached 0.00 karma! Imma such a dumb and lazy person. Oh, currently searching for a blogskin. Please suggest one? ;)

That's all for now. ;D

-- goodbyes with the colors of love,
Patricia. ♥

Repent on my regrets.

"After one has played a vast quantity of notes and more notes, it is simplicity that emerges as the crowning reward of art."
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Ohayoo! Sorry if I'm gone for such a long time. You know, busy with the stuffs I like to do during summer. :) I'm still confused and.. how can I decide what's right, when you're clouding up my mind? Decode. ;D What should I do? Arts or swimming? It always bothers me. Freakin' out because it's sizzlin' hot in here! LOL. ~ x]

Btw, we had our IPTC! I'm kinda sad and repenting on what my grades turned to. Mathematics is really my problem because I'm effin' dumb. If I could only have a second chance.. So far, I passed all the subjects. So, wear a smile there, baby. :) I've always wanted to have a medal, the gold one. Yeah, just kidding! I know that I'll never achieve that. :|

Oh, have to tell you something. Because of my stupidity, I had my wound on my feet! It's all his my fault. If I didn't insist wearing it, it wouldn't happen to me. Really enjoyed staying at school, I started missing it! Especially, my sophomore life there at Aristotle. :(( And I'm now looking forward to junior high. ;)

Okayyy, that's all for now!

[effin' confused] :)

-- goodbyes with the colors of love,
Patricia. ♥

Life is full of fun.

Hey`errr, blog! You know what, something triggers on my happy hormones right now. LOL. ~ :]]

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This day turned out to be what I've expected. It was full of adventure, happiness and energy! Haha. Oh, btw, I can't believe it myself, I won the best in arts in our class! Isn't that unbelievable? So freakish, yeah? Teehee! ;))

We had our gala again after the party. Commuted with ate Tamara, Elizabeth and MG to SM Molino! We ate our lunch at Chowking. I ordered my fave dish, fish fillet with sour cream! Yipee. It made my day so purrrfect. Yummy! ;)

Ohayoo! Meet my friend, Graceyyy. :P

Haha! What an ugly picture. I look like matakaw there. :)) After eating, we had our window shopping. I saw a cute top at OXYGEN, it cost 600 php. Isn't that expensive? Oh well, I'll just save for it. We also spent our time at Quantum! I had lots of tickets. :3

Whew! That was really tiring. School is over, and now I'm totally bored. I'll surely miss the Aristotle class. OHMYGOSH? Tomorrow, I'm already 14 years old, living in this planet Earth! Yihee. Crazy things goes my way right now. So I'll start my countdown, today! :)

Before I forget, I want to thank ate Tamara for the wonderful shirt from UST you gave to me. I really like it very much. \m/ Oh, I'm gonna miss my folks. :( GTG! I have lots of stuffs to do and we will be having our countdown for my birthday. LOL. :))

Happy 14th birthday to me. ILY myself! ;)

-- goodbyes with the colors of love,
Patricia. ♥

Farewell, happiness.

Teardrops starts to fall when there is the presence of sadness. Yet, you're still there, standing beside me.
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Poof! I went to school a while ago, because our teacher told us to decorate our classroom for the upcoming farewell party. Actually, we do NOTHING but to stare each other's faces. :)) Just kidding, yoo. What I mean is we will surely miss each other.

Time really runs fast, huh? After all, the kalokohan moments of us will never be forgotten and I assure that, no one would ever be regretful. It's a bit weird because I just realized that everytime the school year starts, we beg to finish it. Pretty cool! :")

Oh, we also had our gala a while ago, btw. ;) So I went with MG, her sister, Hazel, and ate Faith to Mc Donald's! We had our lunch there, as well. We saw some graduating students there. And our next destination was ecopark, near SJEI. It was the worst part!

Gaaack! We watched 2012 at MG's house. It was unpredictable, and scary. I was shivering because of fear! I don't want this to happen in reality and I was hallucinating. Oh, before I forget, John Cusack is so HOOOT! I love him, for now. :"> LOL. ~

That's all for now. GTG! ;)
[screamingforlove] ♡

-- goodbyes with the colors of love,
Patricia. ♥

Countdown.

9 days to go, and I'll be one year older. ;)

Lovely Bones. ;3

The narrator of this book, Susie Salmon, is a typical 14 year-old girl. She is looking forward to high school next year. On her way home, George Harvey, a serial killer, raped and murdered Susie.

She is quickly taken to heaven, where she meets Franny, her guide in afterlife. Heaven can be whatever she wants, and created her heaven in the image of her hometown high school. She wanted to go back on Earth and live with her family.

Her father never loses hope to investigate Susie's murder. Her mom still struggles away from her feelings. Her sister, Lindsey, major life milestones witnessed vicariously by Susie. Family members aren't the only people affected, also her friends.

After few weeks, Susie decided to follow George. He met a girl and started to entertain her. With the help of Susie, she effortly shook an icicle above George and started to fall down. Every crime should be payed back.

Alienated mind.

Wooosh! T'was a BLAAAST. o_O

Another busy day passed by. I can't tell you what is really going on inside my brain! It's full of random stuffs or something, WEIRD. There are things that you wanna forget but still kept on bothering you. T_T

What really is the truth? -- I just want to know because I just realized that I'm expecting for nothing. It really hurts when someone just let you expect for something but it won't come true, right?

Anyway, I'm kinda feelin' summer already. It's too hot in here. T'was like burnin in hell. Arghhh! Gotta study for our Periodical tests. Tomorrow's subjects are Biology and Computer. GTG! Poof. :))

-- goodbyes with the colors of love,
Patricia. ♥

I'm all twisted up.

Now Playing: Oh Star - Paramore
"Oh star, fall down on me. Let me make a wish, upon you. Hold on! Let me think, think of what I'm wishing for..."
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I love this song! Really lovin' Paramore, coz they rock my world. I dunno if this is true, but I heard this from tumblr. They will have their concert on March? OHMYGOSH! I'm very excited. I wanna see Hayley on the spotlight, singing. :) Oh, I want to buy a ticket ferrr it.

Actually, there's nothing specific here. Why am I blogging right now? Fine, I'll just update my boring ol' blog. Haha! Seriously, I dunno what to say and what to express right now. :| Okay, I have to go. I'll just open my tumblr. Ciao! ;)

Belated Happy Valentines y'all! Spread the love around the world. So, catch this one for you? Loveyoo, creature. ♥

That's all for now. Bye! :D
[speechless] :O

-- goodbyes with the colors of love,
Patricia. ♥

Fool-ish. >:P

Puffin' away...
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Hellooo derrr? Arghhh. I started to abandon my FS account. It went really really BLAAAH! So, I'm now spending time with my TUMBLR and try to plurk me at PLURK. See? I told yah my life is cyclin' around the cyberworld. :)

That's all! Gotta go. ;)

-- goodbyes with the colors of love,
Patricia. ♥

Another year comes.

HAPPY NEW YEARRR, folks. :P